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Hey. I'm 16. I just rly don't like living, but i'm too scared to die as well.
I just feel weird all the time. It feels like i'm constantly uncomfortable and I can't shake off that feeling. Little things irritate or upset me, I even feel overwhelmed when something good happens; like i'm having some kind of manic episode. I feel isolated and I'm always thinking negatively. And I can't properly handle my emotions and it's just. yeah. It doesn't seem like much i guess and idk why i feel like this, but i just rly hate it.

Hi I'm close to your age almost 16. And I get you I really do, I tend to feel this way too. So its not just you. Hmm I think it could do with the fact that we're teenagers and have weird emotions. For me I always feel isolated. I have 6 siblings but I never feel accepted in my family (not to mention that my adoptive mother wouldn't mind me dead) but like you I wonder what I'm doing alive… When I was younger I had a close chance with death and God kept me alive for some darn reason I don't know if I'll ever know the answer too since I feel like I make everything worse for my mom and family by my very existence. I wonder I really wonder sometimes... Are you bipolar? Also have you thought of taking therapy? If you want to talk more I'll be here.

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm 18 and I can definitely relate.. I don't remember if you have a therapist or not. Do you? Either way, I completely understand how you feel and I'm sorry

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I never got a therapist ���� Since i'm going to college in august, I thought I could either wait till then or see if it gets better after starting over somewhere new and stuff.
And idk. I don't think I'm bipolar, as it doesn't seem to be that severe. I probably don't have a disorder at all, even though i sometimes wish I did (not making fun of it, but I just wish bad things would happen to me sometimes).
Glad people can relate, though ��

[MickeyCheeky]

I'd suggest to try a therapist.. however, I respect your choice of waiting a little bit more. If you still feel bad, though, I think you should seek for help.

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I think I should.. well i KNOW I should. It's just hard I guess, Idk. It's seems like a big change and it scares me. What if there's nothing wrong with me? Then I'll feel like I wasted their time and my money (if i spent some).

Nice, supportive community here... since i don't have anyone to talk to about this, keeping it bottled up gets overwhelming after a while. Talking to a therapist would probably help me stop posting my thoughts online so much.. maybe. It's confusing, I'm kinda trying, and giving up at the same time here.

[reb569]

Does your school have a school psychologist or social worker? If so, consider reaching out to him or her. That's what they are there for. The school social worker at my daughters high school was very helpful in getting my daughter through her senior year with a newly diagnosed MI.

[Toughjuice07]

Hey! When i was young i commit suicide not once but twice.. but luckily i survive but it will not help you instead it will be more pain physically and financially so if you feel sad much better to do some psychological therapy it will help you to see things to be more positive.

[Toughjuice07]

I commit suicide before not once but twice and it will not help you for anything, instead, more pain physically and financially. i suggest go to psychiatrist to help you to see things in positive way.