My heartfelt apologies

Thank you Sky for being here..and I join the chorus of supporters who appreciate your presence here, especially in the PTSD forum. From the start of my journey here you have offered support in various forums and it was and continues to be appreciated Sky!..

Sky, I have never hated you even when I personally have had difficulty with your comments or behavior. Hate is for something way more serious then this site and most things in general. I don't know what happened. We are all different people and I may have been hard for you to take sometimes as well. I do know you almost always try your best to be a loving person in your words and actions.

Someone got to you and that always hurts. You and I are Polar opposites.My personal frustrations with you on this site is the reason I wanted you to have a puppy. I could give from my heart in trust to someone I don't know and it made me feel better and I have not been troubled by your posts again.My actions and your actions changed my lens color. So how is Caleb?

I'm sure that there are people who dislike me as well, but as long as I act with integrity, I don't worry about what they think of me. That would be my advice to you, as well. It is easy to lash out at those who hurt you, but try not to do that and you'll be able to sleep well knowing that you took the higher road.

Hang in there...

Sky chill >>>>>>>>>. you cool<<<< Deal as others deal with you on a 1 to 1 basis and then be here k? Don't beat yourself up

sky, i've been grateful for the intelligent and respectful way we've discussed things only a few times.. i would miss you..

(((((((( Sky ))))))))))

Sometimes it is such a challenge to remember to notice that there is so much more good than bad. We forget to give compliments and express appreciation and just say thank-you, but when something irritates someone or hits a nerve, then it gets jumped on. I'm not saying we should ignore areas that are in need of change (especially in ourselves) or feedback about it. However, we need to keep in mind all the love that is there too, and that is ultimately more powerful. Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater. You know, don't you, that it's hard to hate anyone you haven't loved? There have to be pretty intense feelings there somewhere. Sky, this place just would not be the same without you. We need you here.

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Sky,
???????What is this all about? You have really helped me. I need all the help I can get. LOL

(((((((((((Sky)))))))))))

<font color="darkblue">[b]Thank you. I am humbled, but in the right way, I think. Everyone's comments are very important to me, including those through PM. Yes, even those from members with whom I may have clashed with in the past.

I'm reevaluating the support I give here, yes. I didn't want to convey the idea that I was leaving: I'm not. But I can see that it would result in the same feeling to many of you (as though I left) if I curtail the posting of support that I have been giving. I'll try and not give so much information in a post, as it makes me look like I'm proving I know something others don't, perhaps? I don't want that impression. I read widely, learning is my hobby. To share is the out-flow result.

I shifted the mode of support I give here, funnelling my time into chat, mainly support chat, these few days. And I've PMd with many more members. It's all good.

I have a few more detractors than 2, of course , as does everyone. I think when circumstances combine and I'm frustrated in my helping, that's when it affects me most.

Yes, I am human. I'm an altruist by nature (so I've been told.) I can't answer every post (no one can) and there are plenty of members to do so, each with a good opinion of the need.

In this effort of change, I'm clearing my cache of PMs and I'm not having anyone on ignore. I hope I can be strong for everyone, including myself, knowing that when I'm having an off day, you are most forgiving!

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