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Hey, my main issue is that i feel like my brain acts weird. It's inconsistent. Sometimes i feel talkative, sometimes i'm weird, and not very sociable.

After a full day, i feel like my brain gets overloaded, but in a way that makes me dissociate, and like i can't feel anything, good or bad, and very introverted. Like i have to fake everything, and emotion or response to people.

I mainly feel myself and alright in the mornings.

It feels like a gamble, whether my mind will act alright today or not. And even that usually gets weird after a long day. Sometimes i'm great, and friendly, and sometimes i feel very introverted and weird, and have to fake everything.

I can't focus at all. Can't get my self to start anything, i'm unemployed the last year because of that. Even reading a book is an extremely hard task for me to start. And have never been in a relationship (i'm 25). I can only talk or try to hit on girls when i'm in my good state, which is rare, so that's why i have very little experience with girls.

I just want to know what is up with my mind, and how to work better with it or fix it so i can get my act together.
It controls my life and i feel like it will get worse and worse if i won't fix it.

Any help will be good.

How would you define this weirdness? What is the context? Has anyone actually told you that you were weird or have you assumed this to be true.

Speaking of true, stay true to yourself.

Incidentally, feeling different is quite normal and I think everyone to some extent experiences this.