[SweetSunshine]

I want to thank all of you so much for your kind thoughts, prayers , well wishes and good vibes, your generosity in general thru all your acts of kindnesses and monetary gift.

Ohhh this heart of mine is so thankful for you all. So humbled and that anyone would want to do anything good for me like this. I'm sorry.. I am feeling at a loss of words here. I've got these polar opposite feelings in my heart and mind. I've lost nearly everyone I've had in my life the past couple months. Now hanging on a string as to the possibility of a divorce. And yet .. you guys you wonderful people remain here for me. And I got no idea why. I wish I had had you guys in my life ages ago. Maybe I'd turned out to be a better person than who I am today.

I hope what I say here is enough to thank you. You guys will always be in my mind and heart. Your my family, Thank you for everything you've done to be there for me. I hope somehow I can pay this forward to you all.

And yes I went and got my meds today! THANK YOU!!!
Love
Beth

[mandazzle]

We're all thinking of you.

[eskielover]

Beth,

You have gone through so much lately.....it's great to help when help is needed. This is a great group here at PC. There is such a broad range of people...think that is what makes it so great because there is always someone who can relate to what we are going through....someone has already had the experience we are going through or at least something close.

It's such a good group because everyone cares for each other....what a real family should be like but aren't most of the time (unless you are really lucky).

As far as being a better person if things had been different.....you are a wonderful person & we evolve daily as we learn & grow no matter where we have come from.....so don't worry about your past......you are that wonderful person today!!!!

I'm not sure about the divorce you talk about....who is initiating it or whatever.....sometimes we just have to do what makes up better off & those are tough decisions to make...nothing to make on a spur of the moment. I know you have been having problems with that issue for a long time....so it's important to support you with whatever decision it right for you & you are the only one that knows what is right. Weigh out both sides. Sometimes we have to sacrifice some happiness because of the situation we are in...until the right time comes along. I know for years, I felt that way.....but couldn't really figure out what to do until I decided to buy my farm in Kentucky. Unfortunately, that took my Mother dying for the money to be there for me to do anything about it. That's why I said....only you know the right time for making any serious decision like that.

I am glad you were able to get your meds. That is the most important thing...something we can't easily live without.

Glad we all can be here for you,
Debbie

[SeptemberMorn]

Just don't do anything drastic until your meds kick in again!

[(JD)]

You are most welcomed at PC!

its simple beth..you're a good person and we love you

((((sweetsunshine))))

Glad you were able to get the help you need and heres to things getting better for you *raises glass of apple juice*

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((sweetsunshine)))))))))

you are an amazing person, dont ever forget that. I love you, Jinny xx