[Psychotic_Phil]

For the past year, I have been abused to an inhumane extent by these so called '"scientists." Butchers and madmen are more like it.

They have inflicted mental trauma, not only convincing me that I was crazy at one point, but destroying a major section of the brain I used to have. I've taken their worst poisons and chemical straitjackets. I was at one point on an antipsychotic, antidepressant and mood stabilizer; Depakote, Geodon and Celexa. I remember them well. How could I forget this period of mindlessness? This period where I was nothing more than a bumbling fool and human vegetable. I'm going to vomit if i talk about it anymore...

Enough is enough. Even if I like my current doctor, I am going to get rid of these weights. These so called doctors must have made a pact with the devil, promising to torture innocent people in exchange for their souls. Disgusting. Putrid. Disturbing. I can go on and on but I digress...

These demons are in for one hell of a surprise. People are starting to escape from the fog of ignorance to these events. I will protest, fight and scream at the top of my lungs if I have to. No longer will they control MY life. I will retrieve my power soon. However, I must not only fight them, but my parents too. They have been brainwashed by these animals. I'm here to wake them up.

I encourage you all to join me in this struggle. I have never doubted the existence of mental illness. Some people do have one, I just don't have one. I have socially unacceptable behaviors they seek to control. They don't want to help me. I'm a guinea pig for them. Well no more damn it! I will be free, and I will free my brethren in need...

Liberate the Oppressed!

[pachyderm]

Phil: please look on the Schizophrenia and Psychosis forum for posts especially by spiritual_emergency and the links he gives. You are not the only one who has had troubles with the usual "mental health system" and there really are alternatives, which include real psychiatrists and other genuine professionals among them who do not accept the primacy of approaches which still seem to be accepted by the majority of the "system" today.

Yeppers. While most people are trying to help the 'help' is often fairly questionable... I think there is a lot in the anti-psychiatry critique... But I think there is something of a middle ground too.