Emotionally Fragile

I needed a Drs excuse for Jury duty. This is what he said about me, that I am emotionally fragile and in chronic pain.

He is so... right! I am coming apart at the seams! I have never in my entire life been like this, and I do not know what to do about it!? Meaning I cannot control what and how I am feeling.

Really scary times for me, so strange!
My state is burning up! Problems at home on a daily basis. In severe pain, from many sources; it is all overwhelming.

And then there is this stupid lockdown, I am separated from all of those I care about. Yet, only my son reaches out to me,feeling extremely alone!!!

You are not alone here.

I'm saddened to hear what are going through, but there are just times that we are not okay and that's okay, though. Believe in yourself a little more, you're not alone.

California has really been walloped this summer/Fall. It's far from easy.

Many are moving out of CA because it's been such a mess on so many levels. So you are not alone in experiencing a high level of discomfort.

If your son reaches out to you there is no need to feel alone. Work on relationships with people around you. All the best.