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Apr 11, 2021, 04:10 PM
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Hello all. I havent been on here much. Tomorrow I start an outpatient virtual hospital treatment. Its over Zoom and I am so anxious i want to puke. I thought with virtual I would be less anxious but by was I wrong. Any input or good vibes are appreciated. Its DBT and part of me is excited to learn but the other part of me is telling me to cancel. Ugh this is tough.
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Apr 11, 2021, 04:20 PM
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What are you thinking, that is causing you to want to cancel? What's causing the worry about this particular thing?
I understand anxiety and feeling excited and scared at the same time. Don't give up. |
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Apr 11, 2021, 04:24 PM
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I am honestly scared the most to be on camera and mess up my words. Like what of I don't make sense or what of I annoy everyone on the meet. Other than that I have no idea what is making me want to cancel. I am not going to give up even though part of me wants to. Thank you for the encouragement! I appreciate it!
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"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars."- Og Mandino "Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."- Kahlil Gibran |
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Apr 11, 2021, 05:08 PM
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Understandable, I hate being the center of attention, even for a moment. It sounds like you'll be joined by other outpatients, yes? Does knowing that they might be thinking the same thing help? Even the doctor/therapist/leader of the meeting is probably feeling the same nerves. I know that doesn't always help me feel better, but sometimes it does. Knowing that other's are sharing the same worries. But it's cool that you're involved in some activity that will help you learn to deal with things a little better. I'm a little envious.
Good luck to you. |
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Apr 11, 2021, 06:19 PM
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Thank you so much! I didnt think of it like that. I actually feel better about it. I am getting my desk ready and have my clothes out. It does feel better thinking someone else is feeling the same way. I am feeling more optimistic about this experience. I will keep you posted if you dont mind. It will help hold me accountable too. Thank you again for the support!
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"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars."- Og Mandino "Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."- Kahlil Gibran |
| Anonymous40506, Breaking Dawn, mote.of.soul
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Apr 12, 2021, 01:33 PM
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i Hope you're feeling better! i am also here if you need someone to talk to and i think i am not the only one! Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @BlondeFairy, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!
    
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Apr 12, 2021, 07:32 PM
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Thank you so much! I appreciate your support! It actually starts tomorrow so I’m still anxious but kinda excited. I’ll keep you posted on how it goes. I hope I’m able to sleep tonight. Eek 😬
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"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars."- Og Mandino "Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."- Kahlil Gibran |
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Apr 12, 2021, 07:48 PM
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot) "Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller) * * * * * *
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Apr 12, 2021, 09:34 PM
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Thank you so much! It means a lot! 😊
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"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars."- Og Mandino "Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."- Kahlil Gibran |
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Apr 17, 2021, 10:35 PM
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How did things go?
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