[black-roses]

So, I finished my first day at my new course cert 2 of general education for adults. I was a bit sad when I saw my old classmates from floristry because I couldn't continue studying for this semester due to having hand eye coordination and other issues. It was very upsetting I'm very angry at myself for having what ever mental illness I have that causes hand eye coordination because I would still be studying that course if it wasnt for my mental health. Well anyway, I figured since I have hand eye coordination issues I thought I'd google in the recess break "what jobs are for people with hand eye coordination issues" or something rather and it came up with dysparexia so I started reading about that. It was like an aha moment when I pretty much read all my symptoms on the screen. My mum was thinking autism but dysparexia explains it more even though autism and dysparexia have a few overlapping symptoms. It's probably bad for me to be searching for something like that, but honestly I don't know what I'm gonna do with myself if all the stuff I like, I literally have physical problems with. Maybe I'll have to dig deeper to find something I like that I can do without symptoms of whatever illness I have get in my way

[MickeyCheeky]

So Sorry! Please Do not give up! No need to blame yourself for things that are mostly out of your control. i think looking up for jobs that may be available for you is not a bad idea but if it's making you feel worse perhaps it's best to wait. Is there any doctor or disability office or some sort if they exist that may help you out with this? i Hope you'll find what you're looking for. Please updated us if possible if you want to. Hugs. Love. Stay Safe. Be Strong. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @black-roses, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!