research project fell through

I was so excited and so hopeful; but the research project I was hoping to be a part of was for Bipolar II, and having been previously undiagnosed, I had to do several hours of evaluations today...I now have an official diagnosis of Bipolar NOS. Whatever that means. Unfortunately I won't be part of the study, so my meds and therapy won't be free.
It's amazing no matter how hard I try to retrain my mind, the first thing that comes to mind when I'm turned down like this is to end things, but I'm a survivor; I just wish I could shut down these thoughts.
Anyway, so having an official diagnosis is useful, I will regroup and plan my next step from here. I am NOT giving up.
Thought I would update everyone. Thanks for all the support.
Blessings,
Jon

Hey Jon; I am really sorry that this has happened. But you sound like a fighter and in the end I think you will come out with flying colors. You are a great person; wonderful personality. My thoughts are with you and keep up the good work. Its good to see that you said; " I will regroup and plan my next step from here. I am NOT giving up."
Thats so cool to hear and we support you 150%.

Thanks Jon.

justme

Jon, you are such a special and wonderful person, with a heart of gold. I am so glad you are not giving up, because I would miss you so much if you ever left us. You are a terrific part of my life, and I am so sorry this didn't work out for you. I know better things are coming your way, I'm know you have positive many things to look forward to. Your attitude towards life is remarkable, just "keep on keeping on."
I'm sending you lots of virtual hugs, so get ready!

(((((((((((((((((((((((JON)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Love,
Adrienne

Lots of love to you jon .....just shake it off and move on, right?
Good luck finding other resources to help yourself.

Take care JON

gab