[Irine]

On on hand i am sick woth flu, all my body hurts. my thorat hurts, i feel weak and i tend to lie down and be zombee and lazy

On the other I have tomorrow a presentation and on wednsday there will be a lesson for a project that is very important.......and i don`t want to miss it it`s a project we do with a real company and one of the class works maybe will be chosen..and i have cool ideas.....i just want to carrie them out and i feel so sick and weak.....

I called my dad and another old friend of mine and they both sadi that the decition is up to me

And i feel bad for asking them because i feel that it`s hidden between their words:

WHAT THE HECK YOU ARE BEING SPOILT LIKE THAT BAD BECAUSE OF EVERY LITTLE AILING YOU RUN HOME AND MISS STUDLES?!

but it`s not them ut`s something that goes in my head

WHY ARE YOU NOT TRYING AT LEAST YOU HAVE A MUST AND YOU CANNOT RELAPSE RIGHT NOW

om the other hand as i go i feel hwoeverything hurts and i hardly put on my shues and everyhting is so slow and i don`t have patience for suck "work"

I just felt bad after tlaking with my dad i thought of comming to them because there at home i can see a doctor and i this place i don`t have and she can give me a note for college and i can rest and they will gove me the meds that here i have to go and buy when hardly %#@&#! walking

so i feel like a %#@&#! spoilt stupid little girl and got somewhat angry with myself for almost deciding to be spoilt and go to beer sheva and throw all the hand ins aways

i don`t to be the one who alwyas is whining and complaning i despise this i knwo i will despise myself if i am like that

i am sorry if i am bieng like that right now

Just curious - IF you were me -what will you do??

[silver_queen]

Can you go to your dr and get a sick note? And can you get clearance from your college to miss class due to illness?

People won't be very fond if you if you go there and hand flu around to everyone . And besides, you won't exactly be at your best either if you are there wishing you were at home in bed.

Feel better soon

[Irine]

Thank you for replying silver queen. Interesting thought

I can get a sick note..it`s not a problem if i go to the doctor in beer sheva
so i have to go there.....2 hours away.

Interesting. I went to buy the watercolor and went not that far but i came back harly walking. I just don`t want to miss and be behind.
i missed a lot that last semester.

But seems like i can`t do anything. Eveything hurts and i am so weak or exhausted that i harly MOVE. even typing this post..........

I kinda started crying and moaning when i entered home ..seems like i will go home and that`s it. i am falling asleep

[silver_queen]

Could you ring them up and explain what's happening? Because I think 2hrs journey both ways is too far.

You need to rest, that will heal you better than anything - rest and good food and warmth...

[selfy]

i would defo not go. u sound real ill. dont push yourself too hard or u will get worse. and miss more.
hope u feel better soon
dot

(((((((ladymacabethadmunsen))))))))))
my daughter had to do that. Get a note
she also e mailed profs
they all understood

[sarahlilianne]

I hope that you will feel better soon. Take care.
Lily

[StrugglingThrough]

I only had this year's flu for about 36 hours, but it was awful. The pain was unbelievable, and I initially kept telling myself "You're just stressed" and "Your legs are just cramped from sitting too long". It got so bad I knew it was a virus, I just laid in bed and cried. I could hardly type too, so I know what you mean. I can't IMAGINE having to go to school and do a project or anything! I coudl hardly get up to go to the bathroom and let my dog out. He's partly trained to help me walk when i get dizzy, or else I couldn't have done it!
Wow for you even considering going to school. Stay home or it'll just get worse!

[BalishBun]

dont you hate those body aches? I feel ya.

[Irine]

Thank you guys

I got home, yesterday, dragged myself somehow

hmm...i see i am not the only one who experience the pain during flue and thought it was something else. I too told myself it was just tireness and stuff

What wakes me up a bit is Raiboz`s baby pics

He is really sweet.

But my concentration is 0 How it happenes when we are sick we sort of "let ourselvs" be lazy and stay in bed for long

[BalishBun]

I hate being sick. I will bake a cake as soon as im 100% better to celebrate! Whos with me?