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CONCENTRATE!
You see i need to make those illustraitons but in the morning i had to go buy some meds for my cough because tomorrow i have a voice lesson and i don`t want to have a sore throat.

heck how "serious" i am! planning a voice llesson just a day before an important course!|

I tell you what - i used to be very stressed about studies and i still feel somewhat tired of them

HOW should i wake myself up?????????

not coffee! (bad for the voice)
I tried to illustrate for tomlorrow and i just scratched a few lines and was straring at the PC tried to download something for another lesson It is like i don`t have much control over myself

I am very tired i you see i went to buy the meds and then stopped and bought a few shirts and a dress for my friend and everyhting was ON THE WAy but stil took time, then i had to shower and eat too

TELL ME:
Should i NOT SHWER ? NOT eat?
NOT buy meds when i need them? NOT clean the apartment?

Now i have to go to the kid- work

I have to come back and illustrate
i just feel my head so not there and that i need time for myself to think and figure myself out

but i need to do the homework otherwise i am in trouble! i had a lot of trouble the other semester i was really bad and this one i have to pass better

I need to be creative.

Well ...i am still like that i just don`t know what to do with that stuff no ideas or maybe just don`t feel like doing anything

what a ****

okay i think i gotta go