Sorry I didn't know where to post this so i thought it probably fit under general.
Warning: RANT

Why is it that when one of my problems seems to get solved i have to be handed a thousand more? When one part of my life seems to be looking up (i.e. not hallucinating anymore and schiz meds working well) i cannot enjoy it cause i just have to face the other load of illnesses and issues i have. Schizophrenia was finally under control and i would have been able to cope with my silly personality disorders and looking after my mum, but NO, i have to be diagnosed with some other illness!
now i find out i have repressed memories and other 'personalities' that i act.
I get that so many people have it so much worse but really, have i not had my fair share?
i am struggling coping with looking after my mum and keeping schizophrenia controlled, let alone having to deal with an obsessive old friend who now seems to be stalking me, my new set of psychiatrists forcing me to 'open up' when i have schizoid pd and recently discovering that i seem to have multiple personalities!
I am considering not going to 6th form just so i get a break when i had been looking forward to taking a four year course at cambridge for uni!
can i not just have a f***ing break?!

Hell I wish I could help you I really do but I dont know what to say to you .....

I am thinking of you and sending the very best of thougts I can your way.

Love Trish.

Thanks Trish ((trish))

[mandazzle]

I know how it feels to have the problems that keep seeming to dump on your head all at the same time. You just need to try to keep it together, I know you can do it. ((((((Erica))))))

[ziggy1]

I know what you mean...when it rains it pours...! Hang in there

Erica. Take it slow...its tough looking after your mom, I know I

do it all the time. Keep coming ito forums and posting and

Venting...and yes it sounds like you have had your Fair share 4

sure...!!! It's natural to feel how your feeling. Keep coming

back to forums, get into some games and have a little fun if you

can. Fun is important....you gotta have a little fun in life.

As far as your course you are still way young so when you get all

your issues straightened out....Cambridge will be there for you!!

In the mean time stay strong, I'm hear TO LEND an ear or 2

if u need.

(( Erica )) Wish I could help. It's unfair when life comes at you that fast- but you're a strong person, and you can make it through.

[alyssa_angel]

sorry things are so hard

[TaintedGoth1]

It's just a diagnosis, right? It's not saying that you have to make it something to define you...you are never your diagnosis. Sure, it may explain a few things as to why you feel or do certain things, but it's not you.

I've been tossed a bunch of diagnoses my way but I'm not gonna listen to something that is basically there to categorize me into a group...I tell everyone I"m just a product of society.

I'm afraid to go out of my house...sure it's called agoraphobia...but I don't have to let the fact that I'm diagnosed with agoraphobia control me or my life.

I hope this helps a little.

[I_WMD]

Helli ,, sorry we got interupted the other day .

Talk with ya soon.. {{{{{{{{{{{{ BIG HUG }}}}}}}}}}}.

[Junerain]

I'm always thinking, people have had it worse, people have had it worse....always comparing my life to others' lives, wondering who had it worse and why, and who is to blame......sometimes I blame God, sometimes I feel that all the terrible things in my life made me stronger........