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Old Oct 02, 2008, 10:14 PM
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Today has been great for me.
Here are 2 posts i made on my blog, telling about things i been feeling and how i am forever changed.

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Present Moment...

Something really strange happened to me today. I was ready to cry in frustration one second, then the next was so happy and content and hugging myself. No idea why feel like this, but its awesome!!!!

I just felt so good, no idea why. even my sense of touch was very strong. felt my undies and t-shirt and socks moving as i walked. and the kittie's fur was so much softer. everything i touched was so much, stronger i guess. the feeling was awesome. never felt like that before. even my clothes rubbing my skin while walking brought up new feelings. still feeling it as i type this. i think some of it is making me feel other things, too. even my undies rubbing like they are and really feeling it, is making me very happy and content.i know its prolly something that everyone feels, and that its prolly not that exciting to most people, but its new and i love it.

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Enjoying the new me...

Well, since feeling like i been starting today, i realize that it means my life i changing. People say i have that happy kid glow to me. i guess i am now realizing that its time to stop pretending to be the grownup people expect me to be, and just be me, a kid. pretending to be a grownup makes me sad, and makes me cry a lot, specially at nite. well, no more. its time to be me, and if people dont like it, they can kiss my bum.

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I know some cant understand how i am, and for those people, i'm sorry, but thats not my fault. i try to make it so people understand how i am, but its hard to explain.
Thanks for this!
multipixie9

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Old Oct 02, 2008, 10:20 PM
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((((((((Mike)))))))))
I'm glad to hear you are doing so good!!
It's wonderful that you have excpeted who you are.
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Old Oct 02, 2008, 10:25 PM
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I'm glad that you're happy, and are letting yourself be you. That's really cool.
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Old Oct 03, 2008, 02:52 AM
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((((( mike ))))) nice to see you so happy
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Old Oct 03, 2008, 04:35 AM
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Mike,

i am so happy for you. each new thing you learn just makes your life richer and better. i am glad you can enjoy the simple beauty of touch and sight and sound and smell. life has some wonderful free gifts. good for you!!!

i've always struggled with accepting myself. i want to accept myself - all of them. =) =) =) =)

a friend,

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Old Oct 05, 2008, 05:38 AM
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Thanks all.
Its awesome feeling like this!!!!!
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Old Oct 05, 2008, 02:55 PM
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