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Don't be surprised if I come and go for awhile...
I wonder which will last longer: my suspicion or my denial.
I hope I get that new T sooner rather then later

They'll probably do their job and make me figure things out when I want are answers (damn it) but it's better then nothing. I want my feelings validated by somebody I can actually see (no offense to any of you guys, I love you all really ) if s/he thinks I'm making it up (denial) then that sort of sucks because that means everything I'm feeling is wrong and fake and stuff. If s/he validates that my suspicions are probably true (suspicion) then that also sucks just as much for multiple reasons.

[I_miss_my_kitty]

don't understand this but i hope you're ok

thank you for the good thoughts even though you don't understand

[turquoisesea]

Your t should not think you make it up.... if they do find one that believes, just my thought

thinking of you and sending hugs

Thank you turquoisesea
I'm practicing my patience until I learn more about the situation
(the situation of when I'm getting a new T)

[turquoisesea]

*hugs*

Hope that time comes soon - getting T's can be so difficult x.x

good luck

~turquoisesea