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Hello,
Sorry if this is in the wrong area or something but I need to vent. I don't really have any friends left that I can tell about my issues, in fact I think I'm losing the rest of them. It depresses me to see people being friends, having fun with each other because I don't feel any connection to them. Even my best friends that I'm sure feel a connection to me I don't feel it. So I've been staying away from everyone until I can see someone about it. I was supposed to on the first, but they had to reschedule for the 19th. I'm starting to get very anxious about being around people in a social setting, but being at work is still fine for some reason. I'm also starting to get depressed because I can't be around people and I'm worried they'll start to dislike me or not want me around anymore when I can be. I still don't know what's wrong with me because I haven't been to the doctor yet, but it seems whether or not I go out I'm getting worse. Sorry for disrupting things with this, just needed to get it out there. |
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((((((((((((((( eladath ))))))))))))))))))
I am sending you some hugs ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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(((eladath))))
hugs for you too! You know, I experienced something similar when I got seriously ill last year... I felt abandoned by alot of IRL friends over it, probably because it scared them and also, well, when it's serious, some people count you out already, to spare any pain. I understand what happened but it hurt all the same and kicked up my own insecurities from years ago...I had to face alot at once, well... that's my story. I wanted to share this with you because I sense your anxiety, and that is so very treatable. And that you are going to a therapist is awesome!!! Kudos to you! I hope you like your visits here and find forums on the front page (going down) that have lots of info on relationships, anxiety, depression and loss... you name it, we have most likely written our story about it! There is a games area also, that's quite nice and relaxing if you need a break. Peace and Support, Nightbird |
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