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Apr 30, 2016, 12:21 AM
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My problem is I can't seem to give a **** about anything I may have an illness that may need to be treated but I seem to be unmotivated and also don't really have the funds to it. There is this illness called Pyrolla that in the normal medical world it isn't even recorgized meanwhile going to bio medical doctor costs heaps $120 so I am not exactly motivated to get help for a mystery illness that I am not even sure if it actually exists or is just a ploy for natural doctors to get more money. Like they don't already get enough already because it is never really covered by medicare. Meanwhile, today while I was bathing I was thinking to myself would I be this apathetic if I had cancer. Most likely yes usually when I can't do anything about a situation I switch off my feelings of care to survive I suppose. I have done it even with boys I have successfully managed not to give a **** about boys or romantic relationships, being recorgnized even if it is for my tits... Eh, I don't care because love and relationships isn't even something worthy of caring about. So as I am writing this do I go to the doctor or do I put my head in the sand like a ostrich?
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May 05, 2016, 06:53 PM
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Hello black-roses: Well... it's been a few days since you posted this. So perhaps you've already done something with regard to it. I don't know... personally I really just have no interest in living any longer. I just want to be gone. On the other hand, I don't want to be even more messed up than I already am. So, when it comes to going to the doctor, if it was something life threatening, my hope is that I could tough it out long enough for it to sweep me away. But if it's something that's not going to kill me, but instead just make me even more miserable than I already am, then I go & get it taken care of. I did that with an ear infection just a couple of weeks ago. Anyway... this is my rule of thumb when it comes to seeking medical treatment...
 
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May 05, 2016, 11:04 PM
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I decided I will get a centrelink advance so I can get the testing for it wish me luck!
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