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I just got out of the hospital 3 days ago for trying to hurt myself. I was in for two weeks but I was confused when I went in a way I've never been at the er I thought I was dying cause of my actions. I thought my dad had come to visit me and fainted I thought that my godmother had also come had one of her epileptic seizures and was forced to stay in the er so she pulled a knife on officers and I ran and was talked by a security guard who said I bit him though I have no recollection of it I almost got taken to jail but they dropped the charges and I ended up in an ambulance.i thought my caseworker got into an argument with a security guard for calling me a name and was thrown in a locked room and forced medication at the mental hospital I heard my psychiatrist through the intercom while with my mom godmother little sister and dad present. ask me to sexually explicit things to myself then it got to be to much cause she was threatening me with jail and said she could take me to court I even had an outer body experience cause I was not getting enough sleep and when I did sleep I could see myself on this wheel I could move in any direction I could even spin really fast and return to my bed though I only saw my face not my body and I went back in three times till I couldn't go back in.then finally when I realized I wasn't on phone restriction i called my mom and she said none of it was real I was only off my meds for three days is it even possible to hallucinate this bad it all seemed so real and I'm still slightly paranoid about being taken to jail. I'm doing much better I just don't know what happened.
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![]() kecanoe, Skeezyks
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Yes it is possible to hallucinate that badly
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But I've been off meds before And nothing nearly as bad and scary happened like that.i feel paranoid and confused about what's real and afraid of it happening again
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