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May 04, 2014, 06:25 PM
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I used to binge purge.
I stopped because of the long term damage I was doing to myself and now I'm wishing it wasn't bad for me, so I could do it again. Not sure why, I just feel like it would make me feel better/different/successful (screwed up i know) I'm finding it hard to stop myself, determined not to though! I feel like I want to cut and smoke as well, but I won't. It just feels like everything is building up and I need to let go somehow. I don't know where this feeling has come from 
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 smmath, utterlyconfused
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May 04, 2014, 06:35 PM
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I'm really sorry you are going through this. Has something happened recently to cause you stress?
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May 04, 2014, 06:50 PM
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I don't really know. I feel like stuff is building up but I couldn't pinpoint anything that bad. I'd say I feel a bit empty/messy right now.
I think I've fallen apart from an old friend. I used to purge more a few years ago when we were close (she didn't know) - so I guess there is a link. It's hard to process, that I feel so different about our friendship now. I'm sure this'll pass soon... :/ |
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