[LaDauphine]

When the stress has me in my "restrict" cycle I'm good. I feel under control and attractive. When it has me in my "binge" cycle (i.e. right now) I feel scattered and disgusting.
This phase of the cycle affects more than what I put in my mouth; I can't seem to focus on anything.
All I did when I came home from work today was sit in bed.
Pathetic!
I get married in 30 days... I don't have the ****ing time to sit here like a blob.
I ate cookies today.
Why?
They taste good, but not that good.

Someone talk me out of this cycle.
Remind me how tragic it would be if I became a FAT wife.

hello how was the wedding?

sorry i missed this thread- have no idea how i did that!

[vmusic1982]

Hey!! Congrats on your wedding! I am sure you made a beautiful bride! I just got married in August as well (8/13) and I wish I came to this sight sooner bc I was going through a ton of these emotions as well. Honestly, since we have been back home (3 weeks now) I've been feeling way more out of control bc I did a great job working out for hours a day and eating right the 5 weeks leading up to the wedding. On our honeymoon, we had our wallet stolen so we sometimes skipped meals to save money and we were super physical out there. So....we got home and my body was like WTF!!!! I just had my worst binge today then I've had in a long time! Anyway... I'd love to connect! Hope all is well!

are you okay, LaDauphine

not seen you return to this thread..?

[Fuzzybear]