[tokotoko]

Hi everyone,
Okay..now its almost been 4 months that my current boyfriend is acting entirely different.We have been dating since more than 3 years now and we have had our ups and downs and been there for each other always even though we are in a long distance relationship and we meet each other only after six months each as he is studying to become a doctor thousand miles away. Despite the distance we love each other alot and have been dealing with our problems patiently. But since the beginning of this year things have been entirely different, I understand because he had some problems at his college but even after that problem was solved he has been like a completely different person. He stopped texting and calling me regularly which we used to frequently whenever we weren't busy and even if we were busy with work we informed each other and used to speak later but since the new year all of that is gone. He used to call me with love and affection which isn't there at all now. I sensed his depression and confronted him about this over the phone and I understood things aren't perfect there yet. I told him I am there for him any hour of the day or night if he has to speak about anything.. a few days later he told me he has been taking medication fot his depression and I looked up those up and found that they are for people suffering from bipolar disorder. I started looking for reading material on the net for such cases and saw that all his symptoms match and decided that I will help him get better because he really is the most important for me in the world. For a few days I could notice a few good changes and then I don't know what happened now..he hasn't called me since three days now and me and his friends have been trying to call him but he is just avoiding us all..even me!
I just don't know what to do and his tension has been putting me in depression.
I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I am caught up.

[LovelaceF]

Does he have a roommate you could call, just to make sure he's OK?

[tokotoko]

Well the worry was eating me alive but I called a few of his friends and all of them aren't staying at the college dorm as its holiday time..all except one he said that yesterday morning my boyfriend rushed out without even saying a goodbye to the ones who are planning on staying there itself..so anyways this evening when I called up his best friend who stays close to my place..asking whether he had any news from my boyfriend..he just asked me to come out..and guess who I saw..standing in front of me..staring at my face..its him..my love is here..back for a few holidays but something's still not right..but I still see signs of depression..
Leaving everything else aside..I am just glad he's here..and I know and I hope I get him back on the right track..its gonna take time I am sure but I won't stop trying
Not all worrying is over but I am gonna try staying optimistic for the sake of us both.