Josh went into remission but a families emotions never do. While my son was in hospital on one of my treks back to the ward i went onto the wrong level, entered and saw these kids looking so poorly it hurt just to look into there eyes, I was totally lost for a while, I asked a nurse, who are these kids, she replied "these are hemaphiliacs who have had blood transfusions and contacted aids", I couldnt believe my eyes.What a world to be born into. Most of the children who my son had got to know in hospital had died, I watched on with some of the parents as there children my sons friends by now, slowly and painfully passing away. Parents greiving wanting to run away with no where to run.There lives have gone, they haunt you forever, you never forget. God bless them all!
I have to continue


, i need to empty my head while i can.