[bluebutterfly26]

Hello,
i am in deep trouble, i think i have serious personality issues, the troubles i read about are avoidant and schizoid personality disorders.
I am different, i am too nice, i don't get angry even to direct provocations, i don't judge people at all and i accept everyone's personality deficiencies yet i can't tolerate anything in me, i have always been successful but i consistently thought there is something wrong with me while everybody always assure me the opposite. i have never been happy with myself in the big moments of my life.
Also, i am actually not working, i left a very good job because i always think i am socially unacceptable. lately i have been developing flat emotions towards everyone and everything in my life. and i tend to think of everyone's benefit but not mine. i am seriously feeling down and i am not getting any support from my family who begin to hurt me with their words.

[CANDC]

Hello bluebutterfly. I am sorry you have suffered from undiagnosed challenges. The best person in the US and many countries to diagnose your condition and recommend therapeutic measures is a health care professional trained in psychology and psychiatry. If these are not accessible in your area, there are other options online if that is all that is practical.

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