[_Hope_]

i want to go away
i don't know where to
i don't think i even care .

i am not sure if i want to ever come back
i just want to float some where out there
tired of reality ready to sleep

[Islander]

bpdsufferer

Sorry to hear how much pain you are in. I can so relate to the feelings. Having this diagnosis can be so hard to deal with, but hold on to the times of when you were feeling better.

Islander

[VoNPD]

((((((((bpdsufferer))))))))

My ex father-in -law has severe bpd. I'll tell ya, there were days when he'd make us nuts over the trivial thoughts in his head. every year or two he goes 'in' for treatment or to re-adjust meds.

But WE STILL LOVE HIM and couldn't bear the thought of him going away!!! He's a treasure-trove of life experience and a shining example of how not to dispair (for very long). He can make me laugh when no one else can!

Hope this helps!
VoN

[Rapunzel]

I would miss you. I hope that you don't go away. Sleep can be a good escape for a while. I hope you got some good rest.

Rap

[Fuzzybear]

[_Hope_]

thank you all for you kind words of encouragement they really do help, i just don't understand why sometimes i go into this depressing fog and can't see my way back to the light of sanity

Linda

[Rapunzel]

It happens. It's scary and not fun, but remember to hang on to a rope or something so that you can find your way out. Maybe we can be your rope.