[Grims]

My day gets ruined very easily, then again I get cheered up really easily as well. So I have to be on the constant lookout that I surround myself with nice people. The same applies to furniture or the lack of it, if I dont feel like being in the room I get easily devastated by it on the long run so I need loads of stuff around me which I find about me or home. At the moment cant do that so I just feel depressed after 5 mins arriving to my home.

Usually the theme is the same in the flat in order to create that sense of flow and usually any kind of litter anywhere around the apartment blocks my brains. I hear HSP have an ability sense people strongly as trustworthy or lying or hiding something and tho I dont have a point where I can refer to cause I've never been anyone else I think I do that as well. Usually when there are serious evil people in the presence I can sense them. Its just so funny that cause I didnt know this before I never did it cause nobody told me I can do that, but yeah can see a lie by a mile. In away everything radiates this kinda emotions and feels so I love walking around old churches or old towns cause they make just feel so glad and relaxed like a piece of mind. The same goes for Facebook I always delete my old statuses cause I just don't feel that feel radiaiting from it so I discard it cause now I feel like I'm conflicting with old self. Also what else I have an urgency or a must to please other people cause I tend to suck affection and effects easily that I blend into the background easily in real life and my personal needs in away channel into these people by their needs where I tell only these opinions to this person cause I dont want to conflict. I suck affection so eadily that the voice in my head might change to the main screenplay only cause I watched the movie.

Anyway I've been bullied or depressed in some way most of my life. Took me along time to learn that negative people suck me dry of energy very eadily so I just need to forget them and ignore them and keep going forward or I end up in fragiled again and waste another year in depression.

Pros:
+ Can't be evil or bad, tho I say ot by myself. Dont know anyone who doesn't like me.
+ I love helping depressed people
+Can sense other people
+Good at art, debates, fashion etc
cause you can sense words and paintings and clothing etc. easily. I can just sense

Cons:
-I'm very easily anxious or get depressed
-Cant handle stress at all or negativity
-Prone and tendency to suicide
-Overall anything which is negative, used to cry very eadily as a child which lead to bullying which again lead to long-term depression which again lead to even more depression as you become non-functional

I'm not just quite sure is the above exactly HSP?