more deleted posts :(

now I'm just typing them out
printing them out
and deleting them
I guess that is an improvement
for those who have to tolerate the mess that my posts make.

I really think I've been on pc too long.
I seem to be talking to myself more and more these days.
And I know its completely my fault.
It always was.
I'm full of ***
Its my fault I pissed off a competent therapist. Or two, or three.
I'm a nut, only useful for what nuts are usually used for.
Maybe the parents were right, I'm nothing but a selfish horrible person.
Posting here isn't helping, nothing helps.

Write a list of ten positive things about yourself and then stick it on the fridge. At the moment you are letting old parent-tapes get the better of you.

((((((((( Furrypaws ))))))))))

((((((((((( Fuzzybear)))))))))) Your not alone in this. I am going thru similar things only with my siblings. Feels like the world ganging up on us sometimes huh? But what we need to realize is that we are not responsible for how they feel. And their feelings are not our fault. I know I gotta have that knocked into my head alot. Because I want to play the old tapes too. We just do our best hon, and hold onto that. Love you , and I care for you too!! Hang in there sweetie, you'll make it!!

Hugz
Bethy

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(((((((((((((( Bethy ))))))))))))))

I've given up on my half siblings. Whichever way I look at it, they simply don't care. I don't even know what i did wrong Except being kept completely away from them for 10 years.(below the age of consent) Not really very healthy. And I was the person who was left alone.

Queen Fuzzy Bear,

I think your posts are very valuable and important. And that you should post as often as you like as we all do. We are all here to support and comfort you during your difficult times.

(((((((((((((((Queen Fuzzy Bear)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

(((((((FuzzyBear))))))
I want you to know that your posts are never messy and are always welcome. We are here to support you and each other. Every time you post it lets us support you and that is what we are here to do. If you don't post then we don't know what is going on and can't lend a helping hand. We are here for you. Just like you are here for others. Please let us support you.

Hmmm. Is this what you look like:



I like these (after you get them out of their shell). Black Walnuts. Yum...

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post post and post some more......................know that we care very much..................get the words out...................and hunny turn off them old tapes!!!

take care hun and stay safe

Mandy xx

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