[Penny T. StDuhnam]

Guys, I do not have the ability to trust people! Every word, action and facial expression is examined. When something 'strikes' me, I spend my time thinking about it.

There have been many times my suspicions have been discounted when and if I have the courage to confront people with my thoughts. That amplifies my 'intense' mind! Are they lying? Because I was certain I heard or perceived it a different way.

I think for this reason, I exclude people from my life. I only want my kids, I trust them. I do have the one friend I talk to but I often mistrust her.

[beauflow]

Trust is hard for me as well. But trust is earned as well even with "normal ppl" thou the examining of things probably not so not sure with "normal ppl"- cuz i examine ppl too with what they are doing saying what's happening etc. There are times i don't trust my boyfriend which is like the only person i have these days- those days are lonely and madding. Idk how to break this habit. With me new ppl at work esp. I don't trust. My first thoughts are what's their game? What's their plan? They're going to get me fired even thou i'm an awesome worker lol. Sigh. But trust, sigh. It's needed sadly but it's a difficult thing.

You have your kids That's a start!

"i'm sorry this wasn't much help but just wanted to say i can relate

Take care!