I went to a therapist on my normal therapist's advice, since I was wondering if I was ADD. turns out I passed the ADD test there (though I didn't on the one on this site) and that secondary therapist diagnosed me as PSTD. I remember how highly offended I was at this diagnosis! I was like "what? not me!" but as it turns out, she was right. I had experienced sexual abuse at the age four and I've been "off" my whole life since. I'm going to seek out EMDR therapy soon. I'm hoping to rid myself of these wrongs. No need for replies, I just had to write this somewhere to get it out. That's what I love about this site. I can be completely honest without judgement--unlike my normal "reality."