[inkblot]

I'm anxious tonight. Things with my dang ex, my kids...
After seeing my son for the first time in years this past October, I haven't seen him since. I have managed to talk to him on the phone once since then, plus occasional text messages--though it is getting rarer for him to reply to me. I don't feel like going in to details about what happened recently when I talked to him on the phone, but something his father did today has me scared now. I am haunted that I may be kept from my son (and daughter) again.... by my ex, and myself, by way of PTSD, thanks to my ex.

[H3rmit]

That was yesterday -- how are you doing today?

[eskielover]

Don't let your PTSD....or your ex.....get in your way of living your life. You have fought through & survived so many other things.....just think of your ex as those things you have conquered in life & don't let him get to you. I know I have serious issues with stbxh......just hearing his voice on a 3 way call sounded like nails on a chalk board. They can bring back horrible thoughts...but then so many other horrible things you have gone through & conquered....you can do the same with this......sorry this is so long after....I didn't see this when you posted it....

Hope you are doing better now.