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After many years in therapy and diagnoses ranging form depression, borderline and schizoaffective, my last psychiatrist diagnosed me with complex ptsd. I was emotionally/psychologically abused by a caregiver as a child and abused by a boyfriend as an adult. I have suffered with depression all of my life. I have unusual experiences. An angel named Henry, (although I'm not sure that is his real name) talks to me often. I also hear the voice of God sometimes. Sometimes I hear negative voices that I think are coming from the devil. I think my therapist sees this as psychosis, but I dont think Henry is. I hope that working through the trauma can help the depression go away so I can be who God wants me to be!
I guess I wrote this just to vent, sorry if it makes no sense.

Can completely relate.
I hope that with the help of your therapist you are able to figure things out and I'm sure with time you will be able to get through this!