[mmiikkeeyy]

I have bipolar disorder among ptsd, panic disorder/w agoraphopia and a few others. I will be blunt. I was sexually abused as a child and always very shy. I am divorced. from a young age i always wanted to be in diapers. I suppressed it for years and i now wear them most of the time. they make me feel relaxed, safe and secure. I am not in the least bit aroused by it, but on the web, everyone into that seems to be sexually consumed by it. I am not at all. I am sick of getting blown off as being some kind of sick pervert. I want to tell others why i do it but they still will think the same thing. Is it ok to simply wear something no matter what if it helps with anxiety as opposed to taking more pills? Should I be ashamed?

Trazadone
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effexor
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I honestly don't see anything wrong with it in the sense at it isn't hurting anyone. That being said, it's still something that you feel dependent on, and it's never good to feel completely dependent on something if you can help it.

Look inside yourself honestly - do you think there is an issue with what you're doing? Do you want to continue doing it? If you feel good about it and the only thing bothering you is society's view on wearing diapers, then try to take that out of your mind and just do what makes you feel most comfortable.

[childofchaos831]

I know it's not entirely the same, but I have always been uncomfortable with my body, from being raised by a narcissistic mother who constantly criticized me but then also dint help when it came to food and such. This last year, I realized that I am much more comfortable wearing men's boxer briefs, even tho I am female and identify as female. I've had people ask why, and my response is usually along the lines of "why do you care" or "it's not hurting you so eff off"...

So my answer, you do what you need to do to feel comfortable in your own skin, regardless of what they think. Often, they would never understand anyway.