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Old Sep 18, 2007, 12:34 AM
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It's Sept. 18 - the day that 10yrs ago changed my life. A man raped me and nearly stranggled me to death. I used my brain and managed to talk him into letting me go. I've made some progress this year, but right now I feel like something someone scraped off the bottom of their shoe. Was supposed to see my t today - but she got physically sick and can't make it. Fiance has day off - he wants to help - but he's a man. Just want to curl up in a dark hole and sit. Have my "monthly" - bad timing for that too! Not sure how to make it through the next 23 1/2 hrs. I know I'll live, just not sure how yet. Trying to keep distracted - not working very well (obsivously). Fragmented thoughts. Neighbors upstairs "running" as usual for this time of night. So scared, so confused, so alone - so what? Guess I just needed to vent - AGAIN. Thanks for putting up with me. D-day

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Old Sep 18, 2007, 06:37 AM
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Don't know what to say that would help, but...

D-day Hope you feel better soon. D-day
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Old Sep 18, 2007, 11:20 AM
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Hey girl .....my best wishes go out to you on this day. I understand how this has probably has effected you because the same thing happened to me. Anniversaries are probably the worst of the worst, I usually hang out between the bed and the bathtub on those days. If you can try to distract yourself as much as you can. Remember this is just one day and it's just memories which can't hurt you.
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Old Sep 18, 2007, 12:25 PM
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Only 11 1/2hrs. to get through. Thanks for the support. D-day D-day
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Old Sep 18, 2007, 02:40 PM
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Hello (((FROGY))). I am sorry for your struggles at this time. I hope things get better for you soon. Take care. Soidhonia
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Old Sep 19, 2007, 12:34 AM
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Another Sept. 18 past. Thanks to everyone for the support! It really helped me get through! :thanks2
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