[Ariel Simcha]

I can't remember the date. It is all a blur. I went to my graduation party. There were a lot of people there. I knew almost everyone. When...

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I was pushed into a room and raped by 6 different men over an unknown period of time.

It took months to work through this. I only...

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cut once but it was bad. There were lots of stitches. I was in the hospital and Psych ward for nearly a month.

If you can say there was something good about this it has to be my angel. She was the gift that has made this nightmare bearable. When she was born my life changed. It was the healing I needed. The reason why I am sane. She is filled with joy and happiness and I love her. I can't image life without her.

I have flashbacks and security issues. I suppose My home is a small Fort Knox. I never answer the door unless you call me first to let me know you are coming. I sleep with a gun under the pillow and have weapons hidden all over the house. But overall I am doing well.

[RubyRae]

I'm really sorry for what you went through.

I was surprised to read at the end that overall you are doing well.I hope someday you can feel safe again and not feel you need to make your home Fort Knox.

(((((((((((Ariel Simcha)))))))))))))

[iheartjacques]

I can relate to making your home Fort Knox. I even have security cameras. Being hyperalert is no fun.

[Bipnik]

I am sooo sorry you have had to go through such an ordeal!! I'm glad u can find comfort through your angel. I hope you manage to find some peace soon! Big hugs