[Jennifer1084]

I've noticed everyone in my life has been ignoring me and putting me off. Just like I am a no one. See I come here for support and for words of encouragement. But anymore, no one even wants to be nice to me. No one responds. I am going through a really hard time right now, I reallly do need support. I am not just doing this for attention. I really felt like I needed to express all of this because well, it's really getting to me. I thought this was a kind supporting place. I don't expect everyone to respond, I just want someone to acknowledge I am a person.

See here wher I live, there have been so many things going on and so many things have taken place.. I am now having to move out of where I was because of what someone else did to me. Plus I have to pay for all of it. So it's like I am a no one and that I don't matter and what happened to me last weekend is not a big deal.

Plus, then there is the way I have been treated since May with the assault. People don't seem to even care and people see to view it as I'm the fault or that I just need to get over it. I went through something traumatic, well actually more than once this year. I am just seemining to get hurt by people then instead of that person being brought to some kind of punishment, it's me. I am punished for being hurt. So it makes me feel and think I am a big fat 0 a nothing, a no one. and coming here has been making me feel even more that way, I use to see this place as support,, anymore, it's really not, only to certain people. I am just a no one, to everyone, but me.

Jennifer

You're someone to me. I care. I'm sorry you're struggling and suffering. I hope you can get through this and find some peace that you deserve.

[moonlite]

((((Jennifer))))),
I'm sorry for what you are going thru. Life isn't easy..especially when problems arrive..but it always helps to know there are people here to support and encourage you...You are someone. trust in yourself and take care of you.

Life's a trip...But it doesn't come with a map.

(((((((((((jennifer))))))))))))))

Please don't feel like you are a no one, you ARE someone, someone who is hurting, feeling down and unloved, but it is a place of support here, know you are cared for, sorry you are so down, it will pass. pm anytime if you need to talk hun.

Jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxo