Don't Think I'll Ever Get Close To Trust Anyone

This has been a horrible week!
Kind of like walking through cow manure only worse>
The week from Hell.
My friend whom I told about the horrible psycho neighbor incident to tells me
to make peace with the neighbor.
Excuse me?
SO, a psycho who SCREAMS at the top of her lungs at my door all the while aggressively + punching + kicking my door and don't forget the racial slurs, plus death threats + the C word & she did a repeat performance and I'm supposed to MAKE NICE?? WTF?
That's like saying to someone "Well you've been violated in the worse possible way + harmed why not go & make nice".
See, this is why I have zero tolerance for most people, most if not all treat life like a TV sitcom!
Then there's my Mother who wants to argue with me about the police who came to my door the night of the horrible incident....AND SHE WASN'T EVEN THERE!
Have people lost their minds? MY answer is YES.
I guess some people can't process when someone else goes through a crisis.
Hell I can't process when I go through a crisis.
But I'll tell you this much.
I will work to get out of my apartment. Since I'm disable I'm going for a special needs apartment where I can live with seniors. I'm not one but I'm disabled & eligible to reside in an apartment that's seniors.
More sane at least I'm not going to live next door to anymore drug addicts or chronic alcholics.
I want to be around mellow people.
Cause I'm tired of living next door to drunks & drug addicts. I always live next door to the psycho's

It does sound like you'll benefit from a more peaceful living environment. I hope you can secure such a place and can move soon.

WC

Sounds like you are feeling your feelings and have found an unmet need and are speaking and meeting that need into a better housing arrangement. That sounds like a healthy plan to me. Good to you in taking care of yourself.