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Old May 20, 2018, 12:16 AM
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I cried tonight. Like a child, I cried and cried. I thought my regular voices were bad... until I heard his. He won't quit haunting me. No matter what I do, he's always there. He follows me and wants more. What more can he take? ****... I still want to cry.

Mostly, I just want it to finally stop.
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Old May 20, 2018, 03:52 AM
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do you know who's voice it is?
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Old May 20, 2018, 12:42 PM
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do you know who's voice it is?
Yeah, I do.
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Old May 25, 2018, 06:54 PM
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He's still following me. I know there's no real logic to it, he couldn't be here. He couldn't. But my mind doesn't care, he's still.... Unlike my other hallucinations, he won't go away. At least the other ones were irrelevant to me and outside of jump scares, headaches and being an annoyance; they were harmless. He's not. I see him and flashbacks follow. When it gets bad, my stutter comes back, so do my ticks. It got so bad the other day that I didn't just have facial ticks, I couldn't get control of my hand/lower arm for the life of me. I don't know if anyone here understands that or has had it happen.
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Old May 25, 2018, 07:17 PM
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I've heard voices since I was 16 but I started hearing my dad's voice early this year and it was extremely painful and intense

sorry you're experiencing that
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Old May 25, 2018, 07:57 PM
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I've heard voices since I was 16 but I started hearing my dad's voice early this year and it was extremely painful and intense

sorry you're experiencing that
I'm sorry you are, too.
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