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Background: I was sexually assaulted 5 years ago.
I was told by a therapist that I have PTSD (for certain) last year. Today, I walked into the police station after finding old texts from my rapist. There's a chance to reopen the case. I just have to go through my iCloud and see if I can get an image of them showing that they're from him. If I can't find them, then I have to face the pain of knowing he got away with it. If I do, I have to see him. I wasn't prepared for the stab of pain and rush of emotions/memory. I probably cried for two hours after. It's just as painful as it was back then. It's been 5 years. Does PTSD ever get better? I do have a hard time remembering everything. Is there a way to help that? I'm so anxious now that I know I could see him again. That'll be a YUGE trigger. Even worse, it'll be in front of a jury. I have no idea what to do. Last edited by PreciousQueen; Apr 29, 2020 at 11:30 PM.. |
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As far as I've experienced, it comes in waves of severity. There can be months or years of relief from frequent symptoms. Then it can head the other direction. Your brain is injured, be kind to it.
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I am so sorry. I really, truly empathize. It's not an easy road and the road likely never ends, but it does get better. Blessings to you.
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I also feel that your brain is injured. Be kind to it please.
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