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#26
Apr 26, 2009, 10:11 PM
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I am so sorr for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers
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Apr 27, 2009, 01:35 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((Orange)))))))))))))))))))) You are in my thoughts.
  
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Apr 27, 2009, 05:08 PM
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I just saw this.... and wanted to send hugs to you
I'm so sorry
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Apr 27, 2009, 09:51 PM
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((((((((((((((( Orange ))))))))))))))))
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Apr 28, 2009, 02:59 PM
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Apr 29, 2009, 08:55 AM
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Yesterday was the anniversary of one of my brother's death. I'm still mad at him for a lot of reasons, one being he ASSURED ME he would be there to help my other brother when it was time for him to die from aids. I was so thankful that someone was going to step up to the plate and finally be the patriarch of the family after twenty-something years after my father died and left us all floundering around.
But he never got the chance to do anything because he died from an overdose of heroin shortly after we heard the news. (My other brother eventually died five years later.) Did he shoot just a little too much on purpose? Was it because he was in pain over the inevitable loss of a brother he was so very close to? Was it because he'd been clean for eight years and fell off the wagon again? Was it an accident? Does it really matter? I am tired of dead people. I miss all the dead people. I am jealous of dead people. I am not in a good place today. Sorry. |
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Apr 29, 2009, 10:57 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((Orange_Blossom))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Death is a horrible thing for the people around it - it just plain hurts when someone goes away. I'm so sorry. I have enough trouble dealing with 1-2 deaths ... you are strong to be handling this. I'm sorry you're in a bad place now, please stay safe. One thing to remember is there are ton of dead people yes but there are so many LIVING ones. Even though all those spots in your heart are wrenched open, empty and can never fill again there are so many other spots that can open up ... things can get better, you can love and care for others again and they will fill other places in your heart. *sits here with you*
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Apr 29, 2009, 07:50 PM
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Thank you TS.
I'm safe, just hurting. 
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Apr 30, 2009, 02:19 AM
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts  its how many times you get back up!   (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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Apr 30, 2009, 06:09 AM
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Apr 30, 2009, 06:56 AM
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(((((((((((((((O_B)))))))))))))))))
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Apr 30, 2009, 08:39 PM
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Thank you all so much. You made this difficult time much more bearable. Thank you for listening.
It was brought to my attention that it's time to stop grieving and honor the dead, so I won't be responding to this thread anymore. Again, thanks for all who supported me. It really touched my heart.
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#38
May 01, 2009, 02:32 AM
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there is no time frame on grieving..... and it does not dishonour the dead to grieve - i hope you are ok - pm me if you need to talk
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts its how many times you get back up! (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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