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Old May 05, 2009, 10:00 PM
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So I am in a high anxiety state - see old T for last time next week and then have to make appt with new T - dont know who that is yet... so am easily triggered and have been .

But i have had 2 small wins in the last 2 days and wanted to share the good vibes

I have been to chat before (only got as far as the lobby) and got really badly triggered - SI'd afterwards but being really stubborn.... ooops I mean persistant... but slow I waited a loooooong time and then went to a scheduled chat (DBT)- I was Sooooo anxious and panicky - but I did it! I stayed till the end and participated a bit - yeah for me!!!

SO when I saw another chat today (scheduled- general mental health with doc john) I went again!!! and this time I was less anxious!!! Yeah !! I guess I can feel safer in the ones where there is someone directing and monitoring the chat - whoo hoo - progress!!!!

Here's some for all
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Old May 05, 2009, 10:05 PM
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((((Phoenix))))) Thats' great. I'm glad its getting easier for you.

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Old May 06, 2009, 12:22 AM
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and then the anxiety returns........... sigh.......
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Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
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Old May 06, 2009, 12:11 PM
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Your anxiety is understandable (I carried mine all week before my meeting!). It also makes sense how a chat with someone in charge would be easier to feel safe in.........
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Old May 06, 2009, 12:18 PM
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(((phoenix)))) Good for you! You've made progress this week, and nothing can take that away. It won't all be forward, but small steps is how it's done. Breathe.
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Old May 06, 2009, 05:39 PM
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Thanks Sannah, I know its cheating a bit going to one where someone is in charge - but its a start

Thanks Sky, funny how you forget to breathe.... everything gets sucked in - like you try to draw back into your self while keeping hyper vig aobut everything! thats the way it goes - lie you siad I am holdig on to the good things
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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Old May 06, 2009, 08:54 PM
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Thanks Sannah, I know its cheating a bit going to one where someone is in charge - but its a start
And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that!
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Old May 08, 2009, 05:03 PM
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((((( phoenix ))))) good progress, keep at it.
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Old May 08, 2009, 05:47 PM
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Awesome Phoenix...that is wonderful!! Being in the monitored chats helps for sure. Thanks for the good vibes
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Old May 08, 2009, 05:53 PM
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Very good work!!

Take some time and relish in the fact you did well!!
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Old May 09, 2009, 12:14 PM
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Hi there, Phoenix7 !
Congrats on your progress...it's so good to see people progressing...it kind of gives other people some good vibes (at least it gives me some sort of encouragement ). Now, I would like to get more info about these chats with Doc John...I don't know much about it and how it works.

Thanks and keep progressing!
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Old May 09, 2009, 06:56 PM
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at the top of the page - there is a list of words in blue - one is chat - that has details of when the chats are and what the chats are about

then on the next line down is 'CHAT" this is who is in chat now -

the scheduled chats are usually supervised - the others are not

take care P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts
its how many times you get back up!
Small Win
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )

When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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