test red flags

I was surprised to see I fall in major depression. Why? because how I am now is miles better then when I could not even get the dog a bowl of water some days. when I sold my ranch moved to a one room cabin. I gave away threw out had stolen my life as I knew it. I take major meds that are actually a choice of quality over quantity. I learned these past 7 years no med alone will cure me and no talk only will either. one of my meds gives me nightly black outs. nice Huh?? That drug is elavil at 300mg. at bedtime. I sleep 5 hours a night. what i do doing those 5 hours my husband tells me. two weeks ago I drove my car looking for one of my pugs. I do not know where ,when or how long. when I woke up I think i was sleeping on the floor. I had a glimmer went to the garage and yes the door was up and i had really driven. I am worse on the test tonight b/c I have been out of abilify a week. I order it from India. I have to it is 20.00 a pill here. anyways it was accurate today. I already have a good doctor and yes the right meds. ---even with all the side effects. i do cope well despite it all. that was years of working at it.