sanity score

I'm 45 female and it's 168 and that is not a suprise.
I am just tired of being like this and tired of trying not to be like this.

Hate the medical system it has made things worse not better.

When you are insane doctors overlook physical issues(which makes me feel even crazier) and compound everything.

My iq is genius(or was) and I have accomplished nothing. Everything always ends in disaster even though it may go okay for awhile.

Boredom and ADD are killing me.

I am no longer willing to participate in real life society. I am joining the ranks of the other mentally ill and becoming invisible and silent.

I have fought for year to become normal, pretended to be normal. I should be getting an oscar.

I am who I am and I am not a bad person but I am so tired of people making me feel bad because I am not like the rest.

Society can go jump in a lake I am living in cyberworld.

have you ever heard the phrase "normal is just a setting on a washing machine". What is normal. I wonder a lot maybe i'm the "normal" one and they are ****** up. What is normal. There was a time when i successfully ran 2 bussiness' at once. Now i can go weeks with out leaving my house. You are not a bad person and any one who makes you feel that way doesn't belong in your circle. Be strong. Cyberworld can be lonely too.