[TheLokiWolf]

i scored 164.

General Coping: 82
Life Events: 31
Depression: 78
Anxiety: 82
Phobias: 100
Self-Esteem: 100
Eating Disorders: 45
Schizophrenia: 55
Dissociation: 67
Mania: 65
Physical Issues: 33
Technology Issues: 63
Obsessions/Compulsions: 63
Posttraumatic Stress: 92
Borderline Traits: 92

Houston....we have a problem.

Well, aside from being a little confronting, its a bit accurate i guess. i mean, i did just spend 6hrs at a hospital due to 'suicidal ideation' :S

but, on a good side, i do see a psychotherapist twice a week. AND just to be extra cool, we've found a new way for me to show her my feelings, thoughts etc.... My drawings now there's a good use for all those crazy psychotic pictures of twisted things i drew/draw

[dramatica]

i love psychotic drawings!! look at my pic for example!! lol. i love the raw emotion.

As for your test score, considering the hospital info, i supose it would make sence to me too. Atleast the test score wasn't the thing that put you there in the first place....
Like with me sorta kinda... found out i had boarderline personality, researched it, was spot on and just pushed me over my edge. im at a crisis intervention house right now actually, have been since the results.

Good luck and as long as you put your mind to it, you can get better and find things that work for you just like your drawings! I'd love to see some if they arnt to personal

[TheLokiWolf]

Tell you what, i dont know how to upload them...and i cant show you previous ones as my therapist has them all but i shall up load the next one if it isnt too graphic.

At least your getting help at the centre i hope my therapist is AMAZING. its nice to have another person who GENUINLY cares about me. this brings my total to 3. I guess the test didnt trigger me because i already knew most of this stuff. If anything, it just confirmed it all. im going to print it and show my T on tuesday.

Thanks for the reply!!



Black Wolf