[scorchedfatale]

Overall score: 155

General Coping: 82
Life Events: 62
Depression: 63
Anxiety: 86
Phobias: 92
Self-Esteem: 58
Dissociation: 50
Mania: 55
Obsessions/Compulsions: 100
PSTD: 83
Borderline: 88

Jesus, I really need help. O______o
I love how my old psychiatrist said I was just anxious and suffered from neurosis. yaok. Thank god I've moved... How in the world am I going to climb out of this? :/
Blehhhhhhh. This is so difficult; Living with my mom who recovered from alcoholism, depression, anxiety, abuse, and sexual abuse is just... difficult. She can't understand why I can't push through this, and gets angry I'm not as strong as her. I'm so... weak.

[Endlessly]

Your not weak.
I think just by looking what you wrote here, that your pretty strong.
Ive seen many people trying suicide in these situations and by seeing that you carry on is something great.
(Id recomend you to visit a psychatrist tho.)
Remember that online tests CAN give wrong results but it can be helpfull at times.
And your mom just tries to encourage you to try harder in her way, she simply gets upset by seeing you being sad or frustated.
I believe she has a really hard time too aswell.
Dum spiro spero (as long as you live, keep believing).

[shezbut]

The scores aren't etched in stone. Really!

Try to step back a little bit and breathe. Slowly and deeply. Let yourself relax.

My overall score on the test has ranged around 147-154 in the several times that I've taken it. A few of the issues are always quite significant. Others, not so much. It's been 3 years and I've been in therapy throughout. I've also been taking medications and seeing some improvements in certain areas of my life. My point is that it takes time. Especially when you're dealing with more than one problem ~ it's not overnight. Try not to focus so much on the numbers.

Instead, know that you have a few interrelated struggles and work on coming up with strategies to help you cope and develop more strength to work toward overcoming other emotional challenges. Try hard not to compare yourself to others, like your Mom. We all have different coping techniques. Just because you're mom has overcome her struggles doesn't mean that you aren't entitled to taking a little bit of time to work towards overcoming your issues. I'm sure that it wasn't real easy for your mom either. You may want to tell her that you're just having a real tough time right now, and that you need her to be more gentle with you ~ more compassionate.

It's hard to see those that we care about in such pain. I hope that you find a good T and a helpful Psych Doc very soon. Take care!

[doneneway]

Mine is 199 so I think your not so crazy.

Your Sanity Score

199
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General Coping 100
Life Events 50
Depression 91
Anxiety 86
Phobias 83
Self-Esteem 100
Eating Disorders 40
Schizophrenia 45
Dissociation 75
Mania 90
Sexual Issues 38
Relationship Issues 25
Alcohol 50
Drugs 17
Physical Issues 83
Smoking Issues 13
Gambling Issues 0
Technology Issues 63
Obsessions/Compulsions 94
Posttraumatic Stress 100
Borderline Traits 92

[scorchedfatale]

Thank you everyone for your kind words.

[Sanity23]

Originally Posted by scorchedfatale

Overall score: 155

General Coping: 82
Life Events: 62
Depression: 63
Anxiety: 86
Phobias: 92
Self-Esteem: 58
Dissociation: 50
Mania: 55
Obsessions/Compulsions: 100
PSTD: 83
Borderline: 88

Jesus, I really need help. O______o
I love how my old psychiatrist said I was just anxious and suffered from neurosis. yaok. Thank god I've moved... How in the world am I going to climb out of this? :/
Blehhhhhhh. This is so difficult; Living with my mom who recovered from alcoholism, depression, anxiety, abuse, and sexual abuse is just... difficult. She can't understand why I can't push through this, and gets angry I'm not as strong as her. I'm so... weak.

Response:You are not weak hun. You are strong just like the rest of us on here who maybe going through the same thing you are going through. I went through the same thing your mother went through and I choose to not be around alot of family members who have went through the same thing because it just overwhelms me even more with stress. But I am the type of person to pray everything through. I am glad that you moved so you can better yourself. May God continue to bless you in your recovery.

[jordan2010]

Originally Posted by scorchedfatale

Overall score: 155

General Coping: 82
Life Events: 62
Depression: 63
Anxiety: 86
Phobias: 92
Self-Esteem: 58
Dissociation: 50
Mania: 55
Obsessions/Compulsions: 100
PSTD: 83
Borderline: 88

Jesus, I really need help. O______o
I love how my old psychiatrist said I was just anxious and suffered from neurosis. yaok. Thank god I've moved... How in the world am I going to climb out of this? :/
Blehhhhhhh. This is so difficult; Living with my mom who recovered from alcoholism, depression, anxiety, abuse, and sexual abuse is just... difficult. She can't understand why I can't push through this, and gets angry I'm not as strong as her. I'm so... weak.

It sounds like your mom doesn't want you to ever suffer what she has gone through, which may be what causes her anger. Let her know your difficulty in all this. she probably doesn't realize what she is doing. You sound loving, caring, and just fed up not weak.

[BipolarGirl1997]

General Coping 96
Life Events 38
Depression 84
Anxiety 58
Phobias 100
Self Esteem 92
Eating Disorders 75
Schizophrenia 75
Dissociation 83
Mania 100
Sexual Issues 38
Relationship Issues 88
Alcohol 67
Drugs 25
Physical Issues 17
Smoking Issues 50
Gambling Issues 13
Technology Issues 88
Obsessions/Compulsions 75
Posttraumatic Stress 92
Borderline Traits 96

Don't feel bad my Sanity Score is 209

[Ft1980]

i think if you believe in it it can happen. why else would you want to change? be your own boss and remember why you care and are cared for. that's all.