Two Scores

I've taken this test twice with an 8 month span in between them. Honestly, I think it's off. I was at 188 the first time, which made sense, and now I've scored 168. I guess I should be happy with some progress, but I don't drink alcohol at all and there was a score of 33 for alcohol? I may have read a question wrong, but that is kind of my problem here lately - I'm so wrapped up in delusion, paranoia, and anxiety 24/7 it seems I don't have a moment to breathe or focus on anything right in front of my face. A lot of my thoughts aren't being edited in my head before I speak them, it's so embarrassing. I go to a cross fit gym, which is extremely intense, and I took up one of the running classes they offered as part of my membership. After a seriously disorienting run, I tried explaining what my problem was with completing the workout and all I remember was saying something about feeling my bones - the impact was getting to me big time and I immediately wished I could take back what i said. The coach thought I was completely nuts. I haven't been back, and I probably won't go back, and I didn't have this problem when I took the test last time.