[muladhara]

It seemed pretty accurate with what been diagnosed with etc. some of the questions were difficult in they didn't fit with context of my situation and wasn't sure what should put but just put what i thought was correct like the physical issue question, I have opiod dependence but i know that's not major disability which i think was more what they meant but answered yes to it now think i shouldn't have but either way not great with typing up my thoughts etc. but I have Rapid Cycling Bipolar, Ultraradian would be more fitting but i think all that falls under Rapid Cycling Bipolar and is just further description of its state at the time, also have Social anxiety, and Generalized anxiety, and bordering on Agrophobic, and starting to have OCD tendencies though not to the extreme that its OCD but I know that anxiety can develop into OCD and other forms if not dealt with, and I definately see alot of things I do that are starting to seem like precursors to OCD mostly before I go anywhere's which I used to live a pretty rich social life but also was heavy drug user and had strong social circle which no longer have, and now that Im clean drugwise though still taking suboxone which im prescribed for opiod dependence, my life has just gone steadily downhill the anxiety used to be really severe in social situations were I didn;t know anyone I was always extremely shy and had panic attack symptoms in certain social situations but now I fit the agorophobic dsm manual description almost exactly other then the fact if with alot of effort and usually only when Im somewhat hypomanic get out socially to a store , and i volunteer currently few hours at a greenhouse worked at past 3 years on disability now working toward getting off disability but want to be atleast close to full time volunteering there before become employed again since my boss has been really great about being understanding and I have let him down by not showing up alot in past. Either way i guess thats my score and also ADHD though i know rapid cycling bipolar can manifest like ADHD sometimes or they share some similar traits so right now my lifes at an all time low probably socially, and mentally, but i know the more social like getting to work to volunteer ends up helping my anxiety just have prettymuch no support system other then financially, and i know alot of people have it worse, was reading articles on pysch central and thought id give this forum a try sorry my post is do all over the place,

[Skeezyks]

Thanks for sharing your score, muladhara!