[amysmom9098]

I knew I had borderline personality disorder, but no one, therapists or my doctor, have ever talked to me about the possibility of post traumatic stress disorder.

My best friend died in June of 2006, and I'm still obsessed with it. I still live in the apartment building where she died, and that's not really a problem with me, except I keep running into people in the building who made her miserable while she was alive, and one man who might have contributed to her death. The coroner ruled it a suicide without doing an autopsy or tox screen so I'll never know for sure what happened, so yeah, I'm traumatized! Especially since she was the only person in my life that I feel completely accepted me for who I am. I have never been so close to anyone, or had such a good friend ever. So why has nobody ever talked to me about post traumatic stress disorder!