I survived my session.

How it ended up going was really unexpected, and I'm afraid to say a lot about it because I know D.I.D. isn't totally accepted on this board. The good news is that I think we managed to avoid a rupture.

I did tell T that he sounded angry on the phone yesterday, and he knew just the moment I was talking about - he was talking to me in the car and had just realized that he was completely on the wrong side of town for an appointment he had in a few minutes. Once he got himself going in the right direction, he said he was fine...and it's true that he didn't sound angry at the end of the phone call. I am WAY TOO tuned in to people's moods.

Anyhow, everything is okay. We didn't talk about the 8 y/o stuff...but we talked some more about not talking about it.

Thanks for the support today. I feel pretty shaky still. Just going to try to keep myself sort of busy and distracted with my sweet boys.

[moonrise]

I'm glad your session went well, Tree! I know what you mean by being too tuned in to others' emotions. I'm the same way, and it makes life quite difficult!

[jexa]

I knew you could do it!! I'm so glad you went, and T could reassure you. I love your T! Oh, tree, take gentle loving care. Baby yourself tonight.

[BlueMoon6]

Tree...oh, I am so glad. Im sure you are very relieved. Im also glad you talked more about not talking about it. It is like opening the door just a little, tiny bit

[sunrise]

I'm so glad it went well, and the rupture was averted. Enjoy your boys!