Awful session with T today....

mixedup_emotions · Jun 11, 2010, 07:06 PM

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Originally Posted by zooropa

can you focus on that, MUE? On all those things, those big huge DIFFICULT things, that you have done in the last year or so? I hope you give yourself a lot of credit for all that you have been through, and all those changes you've made in a relatively short period of time.

And if you feel like your T doesn't give you credit for it, remind him of the progress you have made!

Thanks, zoo....I am trying to do that. I know I've done a lot....and add to that, having to deal with excruciating migraines on an almost daily basis and being proactive in doing something about it...seeing a neurologist, then a migraine specialist, now dealing with neck issues and getting those addressed to see if it helps with the migraines....

I am doing an awful lot. It helps me feel even MORE angry with T though, while he's all gung-ho on his gestalt kick....especially after the panic and meltdown I had in his office just two days prior.

GRRRRR..........

granite1 · Jun 11, 2010, 07:22 PM

mue so sorry about all this wow when is your next appointmen with you T? and will you be able to talk to him about how you need him to be thare and how close you are to quitting.please dont not after all you have invested of yourself

mixedup_emotions · Jun 11, 2010, 07:27 PM

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Originally Posted by granite1

mue so sorry about all this wow when is your next appointmen with you T? and will you be able to talk to him about how you need him to be thare and how close you are to quitting.please dont not after all you have invested of yourself

Thanks, granite....

My next individual session is Thursday....I will see him at group T on Tuesday though....If I decide to go to either of them....

He hasn't responded to my last email...but he's usually off on Friday's. I sent it around 6-ish on Thursday...so he might not have read it yet. He usually works Saturdays, so I may hear from him tomorrow. I hope we can come to some kind of understanding before my next session. I hate sitting on these awful feelings....

zooropa · Jun 11, 2010, 07:54 PM

(((((MUE)))))
I know how are sitting on those feelings can be. I really, really do. I hope you hear from your T tomorrow and that what he says is something that can ease some of those feelings for you and give you some room to breathe.

granite1 · Jun 11, 2010, 08:48 PM

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Originally Posted by mixedup_emotions

Thanks, granite....

My next individual session is Thursday....I will see him at group T on Tuesday though....If I decide to go to either of them....

He hasn't responded to my last email...but he's usually off on Friday's. I sent it around 6-ish on Thursday...so he might not have read it yet. He usually works Saturdays, so I may hear from him tomorrow. I hope we can come to some kind of understanding before my next session. I hate sitting on these awful feelings....

i bet you will hear from him tomorrow but believe me i totally understand you frustration.yours ans zoos.if a T is going to allow something they shoud respond.if at least one thing my T is consistant in wanting me to use words and not e mail and texts and letters lol that way at least im shocked when she responds and not sitting around wating.that must be so hard

darkrunner · Jun 11, 2010, 09:10 PM

Mixed Up,
I guess I'm coming to this thread kind of late (somehow missed it), but I just wanted to say I can really relate. My T has really pushed me lately and that feeling sucks big time.

It sounds like you are being open to working things out, and I think that is good. I hope you can trust that your T wants to help even if it seems to be making things worse right now.
Lots of

- hang in there.

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