"respond, don't react"

(((deli))) So much going on, it makes the head spin!
If you do any meditation, this might be a good time.

(((((( Deli ))))))) still sending you super big hugs!!

Deli

I am not going to try to talk you out of anything you feel. I hear you loud and clear. It sucks and it hurts and well...it really sucks! I'm NOT telling you that dying is ok. I'm telling you I will meet you where you are at the moment and be with you. I understand and I know how it hurts..
Hang on the best you can ok?

Now I'll disagree....You feel what you feel....YOU are the one experiencing it...Not us. I honestly don't see you as being argumentative or ungrateful...but hurt and burned out. It's your right. We're here to support, not to tell you what to do. You aren't causing any trouble or distress. You are in distress. Be easy on yourself.

Deli, its very late here and I've got a lot on my plate at the moment...but please come back. Velcro misses you!

((((((((((Deli)))))))))

come back and let us know how you are going? haev you spoken to Austin T? has Pdoc called yu bacK? we are all reaching out to you my friend - we are here to sit with you and listen or jump up and down and scream wiht you if necessary -

Please come back and let us know how you are and what is going on ...

im just checking back to let you know i'm still kicking around.
thanks for all your kind words (and pms, i'm sorry i havent replied).
im kind of tired a lot right now.
since stopping the meds the sui thoughts have decreased a lot.
i still want to disappear, but looking at other options.

good to hear form you - keep checking in my friend - we are all here for you - im glad the sui thoughts are decreasing - has pdoc called you back ? have you spoken wiht Austin T?

whats the latest update Deli?

sits down again and waits for Deli to return and wishes her well.

Deli,

I'm so sorry you've been having a rough time of it. I'm thinking of you and hoping things will soon take an upswing. Even if you don't feel like posting much, please pop in every so often and let us know how you're doing!

I don't know you, but I definitely know the feeling. Wishing you peace, wisdom, and a prompt callback from your pdoc.

((((deli)))). Keep hanging in there. I know it's hard. But you are strong and can do it.

You know Deli. We could always go to that fall back plan of becoming hermits together. Take care of your self. I don't want my hermit buddy not around when I need a place to hide out from the world.

Thanks for the update Deli. Good to hear.

I hope you'll get help from Pdoc and Austin-T in coping with these things.

Will be thinking of you.

How are you doing today, deli?

One foot in front of the other?
Under the duvet?
still with us on this planet?

Hi Deli.

I hope you're doing well and getting some help.

How are you Deli? whats happening? have you talked wihtpdoc or austin T - update please .....

Good morning Deli (well it's morning over here, anyway)

what's up? How about saying hi to your friends?

would love to hear from you.

Deli-

I hope you are doing okay. Worried about you.

calling Deli.......... you there little Deli?

Deli,

I hope you're okay.

I like you, Deli; come back.

hey guys,
im really sorry for not updating earlier.
i stopped my meds, which was good. been going out & getting pretty trashed every night since.
i've been having fun, getting things out of my system. going to crash eventually but it won't be tonight.
right now i need to finish my tea and go to bed.

im so sorry if my absence made ppl worry.
i just havent been home for a while to update.
i know the alcohohl thing needs to stop eventually, but right now it's ok. i just need some time to escape myself.

(((((deli))))))
so much love for you, sweetie. I'm glad you're having fun.