Really hard to wait.

I'm having trouble waiting until Tuesday. I've been trying to figure out if I should post today about this and feeling really stupid about it. I just want to go in there are be able to sit and feel safe. It is really hard to wait. Plus since I'm off from school right now I don't have any schedule, and I hate not having a schedule. I feel lonely because all my friends are away for break. I just want to see my T now.

(((((googley))))))
I know how you feel. I'm waiting for school to start again, too, so I can have some schedule and structure. I miss my T too. I can't imagine how I'd feel if I hadn't seen her for a while like you did. I'm just so glad you get to see her again!

I will wait with you. Tuesday will come.

Do not feel dumb. T is a wonderful place to be, of course we think of that safe place when we are lonely, upset, etc.

Zoo- Thank you for waiting with me.

Amazonmom- Thank you for the hugs. I've lasted this long. It is hard to believe that these last days are this hard.

((((googley)))),

I know how hard it is to wait to see your T! Maybe it's harder now because all of the time before, it wasn't an option. Now that it's coming closer, you're getting more excited. I'll wait with you too, if that's okay.