[googley]

It seems so long. My T had to postpone my appointment from Tuesday to Friday this week. And it really works for me too so that I can go to a job interview. However, (and I know people's T's have been gone for a lot longer times lately,) it feels like forever. I went to a job interview today and drove down the street one over from my Ts office. I just wanted to go stop in and sit in her office and see her (even thought she doesn't work on Mondays.) I just want to see my T. I want to curl up in a ball in her chair and just sit there. So I wont feel so alone. I feel so alone right now.

((((googley)))) My T postponed my appt too. Its a dreadful feeling needing someone so much but having to wait longer. I'm rather lonely without T so if you want to talk feel free to PM. All I can offer are hugs. I wish I could fix it.

[WePow]

((((((((Googley )))))))))))))) I am right there with you! My T moved our session this week just one day - from Wed to Thur. I used to always have session Thur anyway. But this week it feels like it will be FOREVER and EVER before I see my T! You are not alone!

[ECHOES]

Oh gosh, to you all. When you have your heart all set on The Day (or Night), it is really disappointing to have that change. It's hard waiting!

[jexa]

It really IS soooo hard to wait between appointments! And any kind of sudden change can feel like such an abandonment. Especially when you're thinking, "Tomorrow I'll see T, everything will be fine." And then you find out you're NOT seeing T! Oh brother!

[zooropa]

(((((googley)))))
that would definitely throw me for a loop, too. I'm kind of bummed that my appt next week isn't until Tues instead of my usual Monday, actually, so yeah. I know what you're talking about.
I hope you get the job and that will make the wait seem like it had some benefit at least.

(((((((((((googley)))))))))))))

Waiting stinks.

[WikidPissah]

Best wishes on the the job, I really hope that works out for you.

Yea...I agree, waiting sux...even a day can feel like a month sometimes.

[Melbadaze]

yes that feeling alone seems to create a hole in the universe I hate that too.

[deliquesce]

i'll sit with you googley until Friday comes along .

[googley]

Thank you all for your support. It is good to know that I am not going crazy with this angst and that you guys understand.

Thanks for sitting with me Deli.

[granite1]

Originally Posted by googley

Thank you all for your support. It is good to know that I am not going crazy with this angst and that you guys understand.

Thanks for sitting with me Deli.

3 more days googly,hold on.how did things go with the intervew?please let us know .

[deliquesce]

you might have a problem getting rid of me come Friday, googles. i might get all comfortable and refuse to leave, and then you'd be stuck with me FOREVER !!! this is wonderful in my mind, but i think it only fair to warn you.

[googley]

Granite, I have my interview tonight, so I don't know how it has gone yet, but I will let you know.

Deli- My hermit buddy is welcome to stick around. Then we can run off and be hermits together.

[googley]

I went and they told me I lived too far away so I shouldn't apply there and instead somewhere closer (too bad the closer places aren't hiring right now!)

I just need to see my T, but I'm so screwed with money that I can' really afford it. I can't deal with this all. (smilie that is pulling it's hair out).

[googley]

So I only have to wait until tomorrow. But time seems like it is stretching out and going really slowly. I so miss my T. I don't usually miss people like this. I don't know why I miss her so much. I feel empty. Everything feels like it is falling apart. I feel like I see the downward slope in front of me and there is nothing I can do to stop myself from going down it.